Up To This Point...

Sooooo I haven't really been in the mood to blog lately. I've been going through a lot emotionally (both good and bad). I finally got my contacts back, andddd I finally got a job!! Of course, it's not my career or anything but it'll do in order for me to get some paychecks lol. Dj and I are on weird terms....i honestly don't know what to do or say about that just yet. Well let's put it this way, I do know what to do I just don't wanna say or act on it right now. In the meantime, I've found someone really special or they've found me. He is soooooo wonderful, BUT once again this brings confusion. Only time will tell about that. I've realized that the pursuit to happiness can be a long and tough journey at times. I just want to move on in life, be already graduated from college, moved into a great place in a great city, starting a wonderful career that I'll truly be happy with and making good money, and have the man of my dreams by my side. The only thing is, in order to get to that point I must go through steps, hard times, heart aches, and hard work to get there. I know once I get there I'll be so happy and know that everything was well worth it, but at the moment it's hard to see that. I just gotta keep moving on and try my best to be happy. Where are the "true" friends and people to talk to when you need them the most???

With Genuine Love,
Britt Marie

P.S: On a happier note, here are a few of my fave songs at the moment........Enjoy!!